So Peter went over the side of the boat and walked on the water toward Jesus. But when he saw the strong wind and the waves, he was terrified and began to sink. "Save me, Lord!" he shouted. Jesus immediately reached out and grabbed him. "You have so little faith," Jesus said. "Why did you doubt me?" Matthew 15: 29-31
This verse struck the depths of my being last night. So many times do I let my feelings rule my circumstances. So many times I am fearful. So many times I am insecure and let my insecurities get the best of me. So many times do I try to plan my own days. So many times do I catch myself worrying. So many times I am anxious. Especially in this season of graduation and career/life planning all too often my thoughts are future thinking. So many times I have asked to be saved instead of just walking on the water to begin with.
How could I doubt the creator of the Earth's plan for me and have so little faith?
Because it's so much easier to doubt than to defeat.
It takes time and conscious effort to think heavenly.
It is my own decision to choose worry over trust & future thoughts over here and now thoughts.
Those decisions only cause me to sink more.
I want to walk on the water.
Will you join me?